I went to bed last night and fell asleep at a normal, decent hour. Curled into my nice, comfy bed and watched a movie as usual then drifted off into blissful rest.

Then randomly, I wake up at 3-ungodly-a.m.

For no reason whatsoever.

This happens all the time. And it’s not like I’m well rested and my body is done charging. Because in the living dead at that hour and fight anxiety to crawl back into the deep sleep I was cast out of like a baby trying to retreat back into the womb. It is driving me bat shit.

I did dream of my dad though. So that was nice. He looked young and healthy. And happy.

Hey wait a min…why are you reading this? Go to sleep.